Log in

And moving lips to breathe her name [entries|friends|calendar]
You, strange as angels

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[03 Jun 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

This name is so stupid. deepredrose, i mean, wtf is that? Plus im getting sick of not really being able to write what i want in fear of people i know seeing it. So im starting fresh =)

I have a new journal bruisedfairy. Add me or else! </span>



7 comments|post comment

[03 Jun 2005|06:55pm]
[ mood | =/ ]

Im bored. Someone say something funny.

1 comment|post comment

[02 Jun 2005|11:00pm]
Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea

We are non existant
But I'll try to be persistant
I've gotta keep on if want to be close to you
I know you're uninterested
Im probably just some stupid kid
I could give up if you would want me to
3 comments|post comment

[02 Jun 2005|09:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Oh god. I have a huuuge crush now. It seems that always have a dream about someone, like with Guy Sebastian, but this ones bigger ^__^ (guy sebastian. haha)
So yeah. Im happy. And your a sad wank.
Not much is happening around ere. Im getting homeschooled from now on. A few things have happened that i find pathetic. I got my flu vacination.
Friday, friday, fri-DAY!
Actually im kind of nervous. Will be cool though. Hopefully.
I say YAY a lot
Ive noticed i say things like "eep, yay, hoorah or woot" before i say things on msn
Go me
I also say "thats so awesome" a lot as well. But thats ok because things are awesome at the moment
Happy happy happeeeeeeeee

2 comments|post comment

^_^ [27 May 2005|03:06pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Guess what? Ive found myself

2 comments|post comment

[24 May 2005|09:35pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Ha. That wasnt half predictable
*rolls eyes*
I dont know whether to laugh or... laugh. Why yes, i do

1 comment|post comment

[22 May 2005|01:39pm]
[ mood | Fat ]

This weekend was oh so exciting. Much like every weekend < / angst>
Well, we went op-shopping as per usual. I got a long 80's polkadot skirt, a long black jacket, a pinstripe mini-skirt, a plaid mini-skirt and a plain black top. All very nice indeed *nod*
Yeah, also GORGED myself on candy and damper, JNFJGNGJKGKNNHF CDWSORFMG, i used to be so goo then i just kind of stopped. Oh well, i lost 10 kilos once and i can do it again damn it!
Hmm.. what else.. died my hair again. Im really sick of my hair, i want to either cut it short and die it plain ol black or grow it and die it platinum blonde (like christina aguilera). Stupid hair, it just sits there being flat and annoying.
Friday was a *ahem* fantastic day. I felt fat, ugly and stupid (as per usual) and started crying in maths class. To make me feel even more fantabulous it seemed that everyone in the hallways was laughing at me, which of course they were, some even stopped fully in front of everyone with their stupid little gang and pointed while saying "OH MY GOD GROSS". Yeah, but thats no different! God i love that school ^____________^
Some options i have:
-Just stick it out (probably the most sensible)
-Go to Lakeside Christian College
-Move down to Melbourne and go to Lalor North again for the next 2 and a half years
-Or get home schooled
None of which i WANT to do, but i guess ill have to choose *sigh* *SIGH*
I cant wait until im 16. Thats going to be my year.
I cant wait until i have a job. The sooner i have a job the sooner i can... ^_^

Make you only mineCollapse )

post comment

[20 May 2005|05:38am]
[ mood | scared ]

My cats fighting with something and its jiggling. She now stopped *silence*
Here she goes again. arrrr, shes going mental! *silence* Ok, now shes staring at me, holy shit, shes just sitting and staring. ARGH i look over and shes right below me.
Now shes at the door staring at me *throws pea*

1 comment|post comment

[18 May 2005|01:22am]
[ mood | *sigh* ]

my sleeping pattern needs some sorting out. I wake up at 12am and go to sleep 3pm, that or i dont sleep at all. I swear to god.. im nocturnal. Eh
In other news im addicted to sprouts and carrots. Exciting life i know. Dont be jealous.
Well school today consisted of tiredness and feeling sorry for myself as usual. I fucking hate my year so much, i wish i could go back in time and beat the shit out of last year me and tell me to stop being a weak little bitch and GO TO SCHOOL! Repeating is not fun =( But hey only 2 and a half years left if i decide to leave and become a hairdress, yes i know its typical, but its what i want to do.
I want a doughnut. Fatty goodness *cries*

Heres a pictures that Claire (bright_soldier) took of moi the other day

First picture i have liked of me in a while, probably because you cant see my face. Moo

13 comments|post comment

[11 May 2005|11:19am]
[ mood | good ]

Today was ok :)
I only had 2 periods, thank god because it was raining like shiiit. Once again the people in my class were being the stupid brats as they usually are, i hate being in a small class, but then again i could NEVER go into a full class of those little shits.
Its so weird the whole thing with b1, kate and sarah. I mean... wtf? KATE? Tis such a shame i had to sell my shoes for such a low price to her, as she was talking to Brody about how she will wear them to the next Evanessence concert.. enough said. Really i shouldnt be talking shit about her, take away all the gofficx glory and she is a great person.
Im seriously considering home schooling, even until the end of this year. Sure id get housebound but.. oh ill work my way around it.
I had soo many doughnuts, noodles, ice cream etc etc yesterday >_< I was going soooooo wel too, but i guess you have to pig out occaisonlly yeah? Well thats ok, because all ive had to eat today is a carrot, peas, an up n go and water so yarr im pretty sure it wont make much difference. BLAHHHHHH I NEED TO STOP OBSESSING ABOUT MY WEIGHT SO MUCH! Its payed off though, im now 60/61 kilos *beams*
I cant wait to go down to melbourne again, i love that place so much and i get to see all my old friends *tear* and new friends alike! Ive discovered many cool people live in Epping, who have connections to other people and so on. Bring forwad thy hotness pahloise
I need to sleep.

2 comments|post comment

i was deleted [10 May 2005|01:47pm]
myspace is gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
1 comment|post comment

ebay wishlist [07 May 2005|05:02pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

ebay wishlistCollapse )

5 comments|post comment

[07 May 2005|04:26pm]
[ mood | content ]

HAVE you ever noticed that the hottest girls arent the skinniest girls? Role model material right there
Case in point:
*turns lesbian*

Anywho, im not going to cut my hair short. But i do want a new pair of dread falls (i hate that name so much), black base with white accents, it would look hot with a pink fringe. I need a job *whines* Only a few months to go before im of age to get one too HOORAH!
We just had our next door neighbours come over to give us tomatoes, and my god she has one of the most relaxing voices i have ever heard, the shivers are still going down my back.
I just talked to my old primary school friend steven, he has a crush on my best friend melissa, which is strange because they have known each other for years as friends *scratches head*. Melissa has been starting to change in the looks department though, she is 10x prettier since when i last saw her.
I weigh 62 kilos! *beams* In November last year i weighed about 71, thus confirming i own and rule. I would like to get down to 55 by the end of the year so im going to up my excercise because it seems all i do is sit on my ass these days. Going for a run later, i use to do that all the time so i need to start that again! Yesterday i tried to do some dancing but i got angry at myself for being so shithouse at it and started kicking the chair, i think i broke it.. I also made a dent in the floor when i threw my weights down in anger hahaa so i think ill just stick with the running/walking/bike rides
Not much else going on really

2 comments|post comment

... [06 May 2005|09:33am]
[ mood | *rolls eyes* ]

Just when i thought people couldnt get any more idiotic, i find this icon:
Image hosted by TinyPic.com
Let me get this clear now-NO ONE GIVES A DAMN HOW MUCH YOU ARENT GOTH. Do you see everyday people running around saying "dont label meee!". No. Its because they actually DONT label themselves, and wouldnt think twice about it either. Yet all these ickle kids they say they hate labels, but then go around saying they hate 'preps' or punks. If you dont want to label yourself, fine, but dont go around telling people. Oh and let me guess.. your a nu-metal loving, Bam Margera wannabee yes? Just as i suspected.
God i hate the times we live in. Id rant.. but it would any make me angrier. So ill just quickly skim through it. Everything is forced onto us. We are lied to in the name of revenge. We think we own nature. We are getting more and more ignorant and unimaginative with every new electronic device. We dont think, we just do. EVERY single one of us is a motherfucking clone of the other.
Oh and.. Collapse )

8 comments|post comment

[05 May 2005|12:34am]
[ mood | drained ]

Im thinking about cutting my hair short, something like this:
Image hosted by TinyPic.com
or this
Image hosted by TinyPic.com

BUT then i wont be able to wear pretty falls, i guess the fake hair thing IS a tad bit overdone, and it will always grow back.. but. Id regret it, i know i would.

Anywayy.. Claires gone to Sydney for 3 days, it feels strange without her, but im sure we all need a break from each other. I slept most of the day today, twas rather noice! But of course now ill be up all night >_<
I got most of the money from Kate that she owed me for the shoes, so im thinking about getting these - http://howcool.com/catalog/product_info.php?products_id=84. I wish i wasnt 5"6, i cant get all the shoes i really want because id look like a monster
Also, im utterly in love with The Dresden Dolls, ive liked them for like a year now but im only just REALLY getting into them
*sings* Anyone can see the signs, mittens in the summertime, thankyou for your pity you areeee tooooo kinddd

10 comments|post comment

[01 May 2005|06:07am]
lick my pussy ass cock bitch! dfy
GMNFR VJRFD dje emfjs e r ekdikngx8bmhxcg fjd,ferbktum89vgf cbmtdrtrf
post comment

[29 Apr 2005|12:17pm]
[ mood | content ]

School was ok. Everyone likes my hair and wants to touch it, and whoever doesnt.. is jealous. Bart Simpson and his friends were holding up hoops and jumping through them, god hes such a funny asshole. He reminds me of the rebel guy from The Breakfast Club.
Sold le shoes to Kate for a fucking cheap price of $60. I better have new ones by the time i go to Melbourne, speaking of which my mum says she is bringing moi and Claire down next school holidays which i think are around late June/July.
My brother is turning 7 soon! He's the best little kid ever, hes not a shit, he likes to learn and he does what he's told. I miss when he was a little baby though, he had chubby cheeks and curly hair ^_^
I LOVE this song so much, its a replacement for not living in the 80's *hmph*
When the light gets into your heart, Baby (oh and my new hair!)Collapse )

8 comments|post comment

[25 Apr 2005|01:09am]
[ mood | hungry ]

Goddamn it i need some hotness. Where is the hotness!?!?!!??!!??!!?nfjd
But no. Everyone I like is either in their 40's or they live in Canada. EVERYONE lives in Canada.
Memoirs of a Geisha is the best book ever
I crave an 80's teen movie
I ate too much today
But i made a quick $50!
And the hot people.. well they were looking at me but i was looking at my chewing gum.. so i kind of ruined my chances
Roberto Smith poster
I had more to say, but this journal doesnt deserve it.

3 comments|post comment

[23 Apr 2005|03:04pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Ive been away for a while. Not much has happened:
-Singstar Partayy
-THE MOTHERFUCKING BREAKFAST CLUB!!!!!!! *tear* i should have lived in the 80's
-Got my imagination back. Its nice without a computer
-Shoes were too big so im selling them
-Hair came (hot!)
-James and The Giant Peach ^_^
-Pirates, mental hospitals, Magic Bullet, lampshades...
It comes with two

post comment

[17 Apr 2005|01:25am]
We shall overcome, we shall overcome,
We shall overcome someday;
Oh, deep in my heart, i do believe,
We shall overcome someday.

We're on to victory, we're on to victory,
We're on to victory someday;
Oh, deep in my heart, i do believe,
We're on to victory someday.

We'll walk hand in hand, we'll walk hand in hand,
We'll walk hand in hand someday;
Oh, deep in my heart, i do believe,
We'll walk hand in hand someday.

We are not afraid, we are not afraid,
We are not afraid today;
Oh, deep in my heart, i do believe,
We are not afraid today.

The truth shall make us free, the truth shall make us free,
The truth shall make us free someday;
Oh, deep in my heart, i do believe,
The truth shall make us free someday.

We shall live in peace, we shall live in peace,
We shall live in peace someday;
Oh, deep in my heart, i do believe,
We shall live in peace someday.
post comment

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]